The Words That I Want To Say Aloud!

LEAVE ME ALONE.

I never truly overcome anything.
For you, I may be nothing to be compared with.
And you can step over me without any hesitation.
But I remember the pain still.
Want to know how?
You may have walked away.
But I stayed.
Waiting.......
I hesitated to take the next step for so long.
I was frozen.
The nightmares haunted me.
Time didn't wait for me.
I missed a lot in my life.
I saw how others cared less,
So I got up on my own.
When realized that waiting for you,
Was utter useless.
I lost hope in you.
But it asked me to be independent.
I struggled to even take a step forward.
My heart was not ready to move on.
But my brain was asking for an act of revenge,
As it could not digest the lost things.
I couldn't tolerate the clash between the heart and mind.
So I broke a piece of me,
And left it there.
Just where you left me.
Then I took the next step.
Without hesitation.

This didn't stop there.
For all those who just walked over me.
Taking advantage over me.
There is still a piece of me.
Waiting there for you.

I suppose I lost many pieces of my heart.
Now I don't have much of a clash.
There is only less part of my heart to fight for.
And my mind has lost its kindness.
So you better don't mess up.
I don't hesitate anymore.